Tuesday 30 August 2011

I am BIDAYUH girl...

Let me tell you about Bidayuh. Bidayuh is one of the race in Sarawak that also known as Borneo. The name "Bidayuh" means 'inhabitants of land'. They are the second largest Dayak ethnic group in Sarawak after the Iban. Some people also called it Land Dayak because it usually found  in the basin of the Sarawak River and hilly to mountainous forest, traditionally worked by rotational agriculture and hunting based around farms. Bidayuh areas in Sarawak are Serian (my place), Bau, Padawan, Lundu, Penrissen and Siburan. We are Christian and some still animisme.
I am Dayung Bidayuh or also known as Bidayuh Girl..hahaha...proud to be one of them. I am original and no mix mix k.. Some people thought that I am Kadazan Dusun from Sabah but FYI I am Bidayuh k... And I am Christian..So glad and very the glad..huahaha...Jangan salah faham k. Maybe muka saya ni lain sikit dari sekutu bangsa saya kali. I do speak my own language ok...And I proud to tell others what my race are...no hide hide..hehehe...my dad and mom both pure Bidayuh. Adalah saya nie tak la berapa hebat Bidayuh tapi saya suka bangsa saya sangat2. hehehe...oleh sebab daddy transfer to others place, so me and fam pun berpindah dari tempat asal,jarang juga balik kampung or mix with other Bidayuh and this makes my language takla "jejep" that is dalam...hehehe...try Google for Bidayuh and you will know more bout Bidayuh..
God bless.... :)

Monday 29 August 2011

I am a guitar player

I dream of becoming a guitar player since I'm in primary school. And I didn't believe that I already bought myself a guitar this year. So thankful to God for hear my prayer and to my BF and friends that always give me support. Its been almost 7 months since I bought my guitar. I've learn the notes from the basic because I don't even have basic in playing guitar. But right now I can play songs that I like..heee...the first song that I've learn was "Thank you my teens- YUI"...hehe...
list of some songs that I can play but still amateur...hahaha...
1-Hosanna (Delirious)
2-Tokyo (YUI)
3-Don't cry (Park Bom,2NE1)
4-Knocking on heaven's door (Avril Lavigne)
5-My happy ending (Avril Lavigne)
6-I'm with you (Avril Lavigne)
7-All you wanted (Michelle Branch)
8-Games of love (Michelle Branch)
9-Hosanna In the highest
10-Taiyou no Uta (Kaoru Amane)
now still under learning some new song...hahaha...

Friday 26 August 2011

fun FAIR....

Went to fun fair with me sis, niece and my sis' BF. So funny watch people playing games. My eldest sis went to play dart game with her BF and my lil sis also want to join...hahaha..guess what..!! My lil sis can get the present from the game...my sis also get hers but she gave her present to my niece.. And this is the present that they get...

*the orange colour is mine given by sis...:)

My lil sis, niece and sis' BF go for Ferris wheel..hahaha..like to see my lil sis and my niece cute little face..hehe..they really like to play. They really have fun. Good to release stress especially for them because they have a lots of school work and during this time they can release all the burden...emmm..got to go...till then.. God bless :)

let's talk about it...

Today I want to talk about different hair types. First is about my hair...my hair during childhood was naturally straight..but now it become naturally wavy and for me it looks awesome. Honestly, I didn't do anything to my hair and it naturally change its structure during my teenage time.
Types of hair that I know is....of course straight hair, curly hair and wavy hair. Most of the girls like to make their hair straight and go to the salon then make it permanently straight. Maybe they think that make them beautiful. But for me, not all people suitable with straight hair. Some people suit with wavy or curl hair because they have different shape of the face. If for me, I prefer my hair right now that is wavy hair type because it suit with my face...hehehe... Even my sis said that I am not suitable with straight hair because I did try straighten my hair but not permanent and it look odd to me..but honestly I also dream to have my natural straight hair back and I also do straight my hair but not permanent..huaahaha...  XD 
Then some people who have natural wavy hair always dream of making their hair straight even though their natural wavy hair looks beautiful to them. But it is their decision whether they want to do what to themselves. I can't do anything but to give advice and its up to them whether they want to use it or not... But try to search for nice hair style and don't be afraid to make a different... God bless... :)

Let go of love

You all must think that I am frustrating or what...actually it's not..I only want to share a song that I like since I'm in secondary school...this song have a meaningful lyric..
song by : F.I.R
title : Ba ai fang kai (let go of love)

ROMANIZED
dang ni kai shi zui xün ni yao de zi you
fang kai wo men jing wo de shou
dai zou ni de ai he tian kong
wo bu zhi suo cuo wo yi wei wo hui dong
wo men de ai wo men de ai

dang wo du zi zou dao shi jian de jin tou
hui yi he wo ca shen er guo
dai zou wo de ai he xiao rong
wo wu li chen shou zui hou de yi dian xin tong
wo men de ai wo men de ai

ba ai fang kai ba shou fang kai
ru guo ni de xin yi bu zai
ba ai fang kai bu zai deng dai
ni de wen rou shi yi pian kong bai

ba ai fang kai ba xin da kai
zhe chi wo jue ding zou chu hui yi chong lai
jiu rang wo che di de shang
zai che di de xing guo lai

zhong yü ming bai ai yi bu zai
cong jing yi hou zai ye mei you she me neng qü yi lai
wo hai you she me qi dai

TRANSLATION
From the time you started chasing after your desired freedom
you let go of our tightly held hands
taking away your love and the sky
I'm dumbfounded, I thought I would understand
our love, our love

From the time I advanced towards the end of time by myself
I brushed past the memories
taking away your love and your smile
I had no strength to endure, at the end it was a bit painful
our love, our love

Let go of love, let go of our hands
if your heart is already not here
Let go of love, stop waiting
your tenderness does not exist

Let go of love, open your heart
this time I will definitely leave our memories and start over again
Just let me thoroughly hurt
and thoroughly awaken again

Finally realize that love is not here
From this day on there will never be anymore to depend on
What more expectations do I have?


hope you all enjoy the song...till then  :) 

Wednesday 24 August 2011

Imperfection

She's a girl that not perfect but she struggle herself to make things done well. She try hard to make everything perfect until it hurts her a lot. She always take care of others feeling. Sometime she accidentally hurting people around her. Act cool what she always do just because she try to hide everything inside herself. When she hurt peoples' feeling, she blame herself so much..but she never let people knows. She never purposely speak with gross tone to others. Sometime when she not in a mood, she try to make herself silent so that she will not hurts others feeling. Silent is the best ways to hide everything. Sometime she easily get angry because of small matter because she's not in the mood but she try hard to overcome it. She just a young girl that always aim higher and wish that everything goes perfect. She appreciate everyone around her. GOD bless... : /

Tuesday 23 August 2011

YEAH!!! we Meet again... :)

Today I go hang out with my childhood friends that haven't seen for a long time. Since we all have further our own study far from each other. Let me tell you a bit about them, Sophia Alo Mathew and her twin Joyner Laleng Mathew, both are so cute...they are friend of mine since primary school ever since I was in Year 1. Then my beloved friend, Agnes Gidion is a friend of mine since the first day I entered my primary school. She was the first person that I talked with since she sited beside me in the class. And we become friend until now even though its been a long time we didn't meet each other but we all still connect with each other. Then, Ivy Jeri also one of my friend during my primary school until now. A happening friend and always make funny things. Ivy and I met during primary 6 when I exchange class to her class.
 Sophia N Ivy....

Me and Ivy are Dayung BIDAYUH but we have different bidayuh language..hehehe... :) Today I have a great time with both Sophia and Ivy. We hang out at the mall and have our Bubbles and waffles together. Nice~~~ like it a lot..Thanks to Sophia because she treat us the Bubbles and waffles...hehehe...
  bubbles a.k.a ice blended.... :)

Today, Joyner and Agnes were not joining us go out but I hope we all can hang out together when our holidays clash with each other. Hope to see you all soon.. :)
 

Sunday 21 August 2011

1000 pieces of WORK...

 duration : 3days
done by : me and my sis and mom
3-4 glues used to stick it

1000 pieces of puzzle that my sis and I did a month ago..hehehe..because of too boring then we decide to do it. Finally it finished within 3 days including paste it to manila card so that it can be framed and hang on the wall.

How GREAT our DADDY are!!!

" There are no perfect father, But a father will always love perfectly. "
I LOVE u my greatest and beloved daddy..sorry for being so mean and naughty to you...:'(

Monday 15 August 2011

Determine ur shape...only for female... :)

1~ Pear shaped body 
Characteristics ~ Wider hips and thighs, narrower shoulders, wider bottom, smaller bust

top and blouses for pear shaped body
- Choosing bold designs and colours
- Tops should be fitted and not baggy and should finish at the top of your hips to emphasize your well-defined waist
- Choose wider necklines like bateau, squared or cowl necks to show off the neckline and shoulders.

Jacket for pear shaped body
- Avoid shorter jackets and coats that end at your bum
- Waist length or three quarter length


Skirts and trousers
- Pants and skirts that are flat-fronted or softly pleated will emphasize your smaller waist areas. 
- Avoid short, tight skirts as they emphasize those problematic areas along the hips and thighs.
 
Dresses for Pear Shaped Women
- Strapless dresses will look gorgeous on you but if you don’t feel daring enough to show of all that skin try a halter neck, halter neck dresses are fitted up top which will show off your waist.
- Dresses with spaghetti straps will give your shoulders a broader appearance and help balance you out.

 Celebrities with pear shaped body
      Beyonce                                    JLo                                              Kelly Clarkson

2~ Apple shaped body 
Characteristics ~ Larger bust, broader shoulders, narrower hips, less defined waist


Tops and Blouses for apple shaped body
- Choose clothes that skim and not cling.
- Darker solid colours tops with small designs make your top half look slimmer.
- Avoid bold patterns, large checks and light colours above your waist unless you want to look bigger.
- Avoid low cut tops, instead wear shirts with high necklines or thick straps.
- Avoid baggy tops that are puffy and full sleeves.
Jackets and Coats for Apple Shaped Women
- Belted jackets give the illusion of a smaller waist and trim your tummy.
- Jackets should fall right below the waist to mid-thigh and never at the widest part of your hips because it will make your hips look wider.
- Stay away from shoulder pads and shoulder gathers and pleats because your shoulders are already perfect as they are.

Skirts and Trousers for Apple Shaped Women
- Wear shorter dresses and skirts to draw the eye towards your wonderful hips and thighs.
- Stay away from bottoms that are too tight or pants and skirts that are perfectly straight because these will also make you look bigger on top.

Dresses for Apple Shaped Women
- Try and find dresses that fit the body but just skim the waist line which will help with not drawing attention to your middle section.

Apple Shaped Celebrities
         Catherine Zeta Jones                                          Angelina Jolie

3 ~ Hourglass shaped body
Characteristics ~ bust and hips nearly the same size, well defined waist - 9" or more smaller than bust, full bust, shapely legs.

Tops for Hourglass Shaped Women
- Ideal tops for the hourglass shape are scooped or V necks as these will accentuate your bust.
- On tops and blouses you will need to avoid high necklines like turtlenecks as they draw attention away from the waist.
- Never wear overly dramatic or ultra-blah big belts, batwing sleeves, smocks, flat lace-up shoes or other similar items.
Jackets and Coats for Hourglass Shaped Women
- Fitted and tailored coats and jackets will be one of the best choices for your hourglass figure and well fitted jacket will slim down into the waist will emphasize your figure beautifully.
- If you are one of the shorter hour glasses out there try and stick to shorter jackets that end at your hips.
- Make sure you don’t hide your shape under bulky jackets, stick to the fitted ones that follow the curves of your body.
- Try small, neat sleeves to soften your usually fleshy upper arms.


Skirts and Trousers for Hourglass Shaped Women
- try to wear trousers that are wide-legged and loose fitting 
- If you feel you’re a little on the shorter side wear ¾ length or skirts just below the knee with a slit to make you look taller.
- It’s important to know what length skirt is right for you what ever your height, wearing skirts that end at the thickest part of your legs whether it be the widest part of your thighs or calves will just made you appear allot shorter and wider then you actually are.

Dresses for Hourglass Shaped Women
- Strapless or off-the shoulder necklines are perfect for an hourglass shape.



Hourglass Shaped Celebrities
 Marilyn Monroe

4 ~ Boyish Shaped Women
Characteristics ~ undefined waist, narrower hips, small bust

Tops for Boyish Shaped Women
- Fuller sleeves and floaty fabrics also look good on you.
- If you want to wear straight-cut tops, choose longer tops that reach the hips and end along the waist.
- Show-off those wonderful shoulders by wearing sleeveless tops or halter cuts.

Jackets and Coats for Boyish Shaped Women 
-  Coats that flare out from the waist and stop at the hip will give the illusion of wider hips.
- Accessorize your coats and jackets with different belts to keep that waist tucked.
- Remember to avoid boy cut jackets the straight up and down shape does not help to create curves along with slouchy jackets.

Skirts and Trousers for Boyish Shaped Women
- skinny jeans (your best friends when it come to jeans!) they will show off your long lean legs whilst adding a tough of fashion

Dresses for Boyish Shaped Women

Boyish Shaped Celebrities 

                         Cameron Diaz                                       Keira Knightley


P/S : Facts found from INTERNET...:)

Saturday 13 August 2011

Its ME!!!

1  - God first, family second, myself third, my boy fourth... :)

2  - My dad is my KING...

3  - If a girl don't want or seldom to use dress,its doesn't mean that she is a TOMBOY...

4  - Use sneakers is so comfortable for me.

5  - Black is my pride ( I like BLACK).

6  - Prefer chocolate than ice-cream (I don't know why...).

7  - Don't like girls or guys that are "NGEGEH" a.k.a annoying...

8  - Prefer sleep than hang out..hahaha...

9  - Like to play guitar and sing out loud.. :D

10- Simple but nice...

Video Production...

Last semester I had received an assignment in making a video for our final project. Then I decided to make a video clip a.k.a GUITAR cover...Kebetulan I bought my new guitar that time. So I thought want to learn a song called "THANK YOU MY TEEN" brought by YUI as my final project video production. During the production time, suddenly I got combo FEVER where its include cough and flu. I suffered from cough and flu for about a month and it make me can't sing properly. I tried so many time to record my voice singing that song but it ended up so bad. Even my guitar skill were not too good that time. Due date for the assignment will coming soon so I decide not to doing guitar cover and just doing the video clip for the song..thanks to my boy,Raymond that help a lot, my friends Ekin that borrowed me her camera, Connielia and Sahlan that become my actors...so finished my shooting then I do my editing and the most tension part is my laptop always not responding while I want to render the video. Thank God after a long time rendering the video, finally it finish....I get GOOD gred :)

1 month to go...

My sem break will soon end and I got to face the new chapter of my life at the University that I study. Berat hati I want to go back there. Maybe because of the hard time I face there during my study last time. Time study selalu ada masalah la,just like financial problem,problem in study because I am not to "hebat" and also the water problem that sometime happen there...huhu..then..the problem with myself...actually I still want to have holiday. The 4months holiday is not enough for me since I like holiday very much. The most favourite part is spending my time with the whole family members including my cute little cat, Shiro. But I try to life my life into the fullnest and try to enjoy with people at my surrounding. God bless.. :)

Thursday 11 August 2011

look TOO young???

This entry is regarding to what I face. People always said that I am a 15 years old student and it make me shock..WOW...am I that young??? When compared with my lil sis, she almost same height and look more mature than me. Friends of my lil sis also said like this to my lil sis " kakak kamu form 3 ka? ". Maybe I look that small cause I like to wear short and simple t shirt when I go out and it make me look like a teenager. My relatives also always said that I am form 5 student and my lil sis is a form4 student...hahaha...that's so funny..You know why? Because I am 8 years older than my lil sis but they say that I look a year older then her. And that make it funny. But I am forever grateful..hehehe.. :D

Tuesday 9 August 2011

Labuan a.k.a Pulau Bebas Cukai....

I like to go outing with my friend and of course my boy...so i do took some snap during the outing..

LOCATION: FT. LABUAN
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some chocolate and teddy that my boy bought for me

sempat snap time jalan2...

rojak that we ate...

biskut Meiji..hehe...
UK "Ujana Kewangan"

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bila jalan2 lagi,saya snap lagi la.... :)

 


Thank you my teeN...

I can believe that almost 2 decades I live in this world...wow...huhu...I am no longer a kid or a teenager that still not mature in thinking a decision. My dad always said that "..You're old enough to think whether your decision right or wrong..I give you advice and its up to you if you want to use it..." so I always think carefully with my step and decision that I'll take. Thinking of the impact in the present and future. New journey that need face and it will soon come..I want to live my life into the fullnest and make it precious...




THANK YOU MY TEEN-YUI

himitsu no tegami wo
akibako ni kakushite iru basho
tooi hi no kioku wo nozoitara

chikadzuiteru 10(juu)dai saigo no hi made ni
yarinokoshita koto ga mada arisou de aseru

otona ni wa naritakunai to omotteta
dakedo kansha shiteru
Thank you My teens

utau koto bakari
kuyashisa mo mata sugu uta ni shita
sore dake de chikara ni kaerareta

tomodachi ni wa sukoshi demo yoku omowaretai
ki ni shite'nai tsumori na noni mieppari da

atarashii deai ga yume wo sasaeta
dakara kansha shiteru
Thank you My friends

otona ni wa naritakunai to omotteta
dakedo hatachi ni naru
Thank you My teens


translation
When I peer into a memory of a day long ago
A secret letter
Hidden in an empty box

The last day of my teens is getting closer
And it seems like there are things I’ve forgotten to do, and it makes me panic

I thought I didn’t want to grow up
But I’m grateful
Thank you my teens

Just singing
Turning any pain into a new song right away
Just by doing that, I was able to turn it into strength

I want my friends to think well of me, even just a little
I didn’t think I cared, but I’m actually a showoff

Meeting someone new gave me support for my dreams
So I’m grateful
Thank you my friends

I thought I didn’t want to grow up
But now I’m 20
Thank you my teens

Monday 8 August 2011

I worK as A tutor....


I work as a tutor!!! tutor without salary...but my salary is I eat,sleep,shopping freeeeeee....hahaha...during the semester break,I teach my lil sis with mathematics. wow...hehehe...bakal cikgu kali...I made test paper for my lil sis so that she can practice her mathematics. She are going to sit for her UPSR exam this Sept...I want the best for her...tambahan pula,saya nie kan takda kerja kat rumah juga..huahaha...daripada tak buat apa2,bagus ajar adik2 kat rumah...boleh isi masa terluang with my beloved family...heee...I love them very much and always want the best for them... :)

Sunday 7 August 2011

Guitar oh Guitar....

Sedih juga bila my beloved guitar putus tali satu..tali paling bawah sekali..aduh..saya nie learner jak..mana la taw pasal maw pasang tali gitar..apatah lagi maw beli spare part tali dia..maw beza kan pun macam dungu jak..."blur"..muka pun macam nie time tengok tali gitar kat kedai ....(~_~")...just now just bought new string and the sadnest part is the string that I bought are wrong.... :"( ..takpa la..maybe saya kena berusaha sendiri...try to be berdikari tanpa bantuan sapa2..mitch chan gambatte kudasai..hai o... XD

Saturday 6 August 2011

My teru-teru bozu.... :)

My beloved teru-teru bozu that given by my BOY... So cute and I like it....
 my Teru-teru bozu...
given by : Raymond
now own by: Mitch P.
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